~nOt a tyPiCaL gaL~

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Todae is grandpa's 100th day leaving this world..

Been doing ritual since 8am tis morning all e way till 8pm plus juz now..

A total of 12hrs..

Mentali & physicali drained..

Anw, some frustrating stuff happened juz now..

While we were near to e end of e ritual where we hafta burn e paper properties to my grandpa, tis IDIOT frm e 6th floor threw an egg dwn..

It almost hit e priest..

Tis is damn mean la..

We're neighbours aft all, y do tat??

But well nvm, i believe in retribution..

U'll get wad u deserve.. >=(

Ytd was a busy hectic day for mi..

Dance early in e morning at 10am..

All e way till 3.30pm den i hafta rush for 2 21st theme parties..

And both parties, e theme are super opposite..

One is my childhood fren Galvin's 'ROCK' party..

And e other is my sec sch fren Fannie's 'GEEK' party..

Goodness me, rushing here & dere lyk mad..

Haha! But fun la.. Fun in e part where u hafta dress up to e theme.. Haha!

Reali enjoyed myself wif my sec sch class..

Dun hafta care wad image cos

THEY'VE SEEN IT ALL!!

Hahaha! Since sec 1 leh, so it's lyk we grew up & changed tgt..

And they're genuinely nice pple..

I LOVE my sec sch classmates..

U guys nvr fail to cheer mi up.. =)

The 'GEEK' party

Reali happy these few daes, i duno y..

Maybe cos i REALI REALI understand wad i meant by no expectation..

And maybe cos tings are finali getting back to how it was in e past..

I learn to reali follow my heart & not live in self-denial..

When i'm sad, i dun say i'm happy..

But i oso wun show tat i'm sad la of cos..

Somehow when u dun expect anything, u'll be shocked by e outcome..

Maybe life wud be happier this way, let nature take its course.. =)

Labels: All Smiles =), Partying, R.I.P 爷爷

Without expectations,
there won't be disappointment

Monday, January 25, 2010

Nuting much to blog abt acty...
Alot of tings in mind but not necessary need to be said out..
I dun tink anyone read my blog anw.. Haha!
But nvm, tis will juz be a place for mi to say wadeva i wanna say, wadeva i feel lyk saying..

Anw, i tink tings are getting better now..
It's so much easier to do it once ur mind is set on sumting..
I tink i was suffering silently in e past cos i cant make up my mind..
But now, i reali see e pic a lil clearer..

'So happy.. Living my philosophy'

Labels: All Smiles =), Deep in thoughts

Without expectations,
there won't be disappointment

Friday, January 22, 2010

Hello, anyone miss mi?
Haha! i guess i was missing for a period of time..
Time to update..

Anw, started my 1st driving lesson on wed..
Cool~ I'm finali in e driver seat..
No more passenger seat.. Hahaha!
Cant wait to pass my driving thou..
I WANNA DRIVE!!!

These past few daes was reali up & down for mi..
Went thru alot of stuff & see e world a clearer view..
Realised tat, acty pple are quite superficial..
They see tings on e surface & not deep into e heart..
Pple smile does not mean they're happy..
And pple cry doesnt mean they're sad..
It takes 1 ting to happen to realise another..
Ytd was reali a wake-up call for mi..
Thank u!! Glad to haf met YOU dere..
Maybe i'm juz those tat do not noe how to express myself easily..
But i'm reali thankful u guys for being so understanding..
I noe u guys care & worry abt mi..
I'm still learning..
Learning to open up, learning to accept..
And i was REALI REALI greatful for all e words YOU said..
I promise i will do something abt it..
And i promise i will not put my expectation too high..
Cos i noe e higher e expectation, e harder e fall..

Labels: Deep in thoughts

Without expectations,
there won't be disappointment

Friday, January 15, 2010

For the 4th time..

Breakdown~

Tat's a record..

Labels: Not in the mood

Without expectations,
there won't be disappointment

Friday, January 08, 2010

I guess todae will be my 2nd & last dae at Bugis..
Aft tat, it's back to airport.. Haha!
Did i say wad happen, y was i working at Bugis??
Well well, seriously damn unlucky..
I tink tis Nike work is not for mi..
It's a sign for mi to quit..
Last wed, my roster was mixed up wif another colleague..
Den sun i went for work to find out my pass was expired & i cant enter e restricted area into my workplace..
The mgt forgot to renew my pass for e new yr..
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
For e 2nd time, i woke up so early in e morning to be fooled to go for work..
Now i reali believe tat when 1 unlucky ting happens on u, many more will follow..
How true~

Anw, sch starts tmr..
A new sem a new start i guess..
Looking forward to e future..

I miss e time we spent tgt
I miss e tings we did tgt
I miss all e craziness we had
Thou i noe tings are diff now,
but at least these are e memories i can keep
In short, i juz miss u i guess

Labels: Work, ♥ MSO ♥

Without expectations,
there won't be disappointment

Friday, January 01, 2010

Hi guys, anyone miss mi? Hahaha!
Hasnt been blogging for 2 wks, so here i am back here blogging again..
Anw, 2 wks of stuff i cant possibly mention it all in 1 post, so i shall juz blog a brief one..
Wanna noe more, go Facebook see ba..
I believe pictures speak a thousand words..

19/12/09
My 1st time on a yacht
20/12/09
Chun's B'dae Surprise
22/12/09
MJBT Girl X'mas BBQ
23/12/09
Pageant Clique Chalet
24/12/09
X'mas Eve Partying
25/12/09
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
26/12/09
Selene's 21st B'dae
St James Power House
27/12/09
Kite Flying!! Weeeeee~
28/12/09
RMIT Orientation
29/12/09
Dinner wif Sis Joanna
31/12/09
Final Theory Test.. PASS!!
New Yr Eve Gatherings

Frm e list, i tink i lead quite a busy lifestyle..
Haha! But ok la, i prefer it lyk tat..
Busy busy busy den wun anyhow tink..
Oh ya, one more ting..
My To-Do wishlist is almost completed!!!
See see see!! All e crossed-outs.. Haha!
So happy.. Thank u Stella!!
I noe u wanted to help mi complete my wishlist before sch starts..
Thank u!! =)

One more last ting i wanna say..
I got to noe a grp of frens during tis hol..
Dunno how to express my feelings la, but juz wanna thank u guys for being dere for mi..
U guys noe who u are..
Thank u!! =)

Labels: Busy Busy Busy, Random Thoughts

Without expectations,
there won't be disappointment

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Yeah!! Finali got my Canon IXUS 200IS..
So happy!!! Got it frm Nicky, lucky we were toking abt camera tat time & i came to noe tat he's selling at a cheaper mkt price..
I almost bought it outside already which was WAY more ex..
Haha! Thank you!!

Ytd was enrolment & super sad..
Cos i cant get wad i wan..
Their system changed & we cant push certain module all e way to sem 6..
Tat means, every sem i hafta drop a module & take up e previous sem module..
All e sequence corrupted..
Still muz check time-table clash & all..
Well well, i faced my fate.. I dun care le..

Ytd was oso RMITSC Orientation meeting..
Was supposed to meet Yasin at 1pm aft enrolment to piece our mass dance steps tgt cos they wanna see it during e meeting which was at 6.30pm..
Aft much tot, i tot tat we dun needa meet so early cos we onli changed a few steps frm e original dance steps & add in e steps for e verse couple dance..
Super easy 1 la, more of fun den steps..
So in e end, we met at 5pm..
1 & half hr for us to piece e steps tgt & memorise..
Meanwhile during e 5hr in btw, BigGig finali went to watch movie as planned..
Yeah!! Nuting screw it up, prob solved..
We watched 'Princess & the Frog'..
Was super surprised cos we were tinking of wad movie to watch when Khai & Erich saw tis movie & was super high..
They were lyk some crazy fans yearning to meet their idol.. Haha!
Ok la, sounded quite gay..
Anw, went back to sch again for e meeting & it was gd..
The dance preview was fun & we managed to teach e councillors all e steps within 30min plus plus la..
The whole dance steps ok & we manage to dance e whole song at least lyk 6 7 times?
It was within a gd progress..
And can see tat all e councillors reali enjoyed themselves instead of trying to rmb wad's e nxt step cos e steps tis time are idiot-proof - steps to words..
Quite happy wif e outcome.. =D

Witnessed someone's emotion last nite tat felt super familiar to mi..
A feeling tat i myself once experienced & tried to overcomed..
I noe it's hard but tat's life..
Pple come, pple go, pple change..
At least u got fren to cry it out to, to comfort u..
I was worst, i can onli cry in my room secretly in e middle of e nite when everyone is sleeping & no one will come into my room..
Jiayou k fren!! I was once in ur shoe..
If i can do it, u can too!! =)

Working e nxt 2 daes, super sian..
I'm getting sick of tis job..
Sick of e pple, sick of e shift time, sick of being pushed ard..
Nvm, i wun be staying for long anw..
Better jobs are waiting for mi out dere..

Labels: Big Gig =), Friendships, That's Life

Without expectations,
there won't be disappointment